Remember when my blog was shitty?
Yeah neither do I
shoutout to all the other ex-gifted & talented/honor student/straight a/senior editor/star student/99th percentile/once-creative burn-outs who have, since high school, realized they are truly miniscule fish in a giant, endless ocean, criticized themselves to the point of creative paralysis, and participated in so much self-sabotage they no longer see the point of doing anything at all because they’re just going to ruin it for themselves anyway
this one’s for you
I spend my weekends doing volunteer work that includes looking at tons of gay porn.
Now I can’t look at porn recreationally anymore, because it feels like work.